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New Sirenia Video [Jan. 12th, 2009|04:22 pm]
The Path to Decay

Sirenia - The Path to Decay

It's not bad really. I miss the beasts. :|
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Pain-Follow me [Nov. 6th, 2008|02:30 am]
[Current Mood |blahblah]

Featuring Anette Olzon of Nightwish

PAIN - Follow Me

oh, yeah Proposition 8, 2, and 102 passed. :|

ewtrey [Sep. 26th, 2008|01:48 am]
A lot has happened. I got Andree's number. I cut my hair bald headed. I am still confused about myself.
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Infra Iridian [Sep. 8th, 2008|01:57 am]
New Metal Project Infra Iridian has been launched. I am going to try and do big things with this project ie, reviews, website, forum, and radio station.

It's sure to keep me busy for a while, I will say.
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August [Aug. 6th, 2008|03:13 am]
This month is no alcohol month and more work out month. So far everyday I have been getting up at 5am and running around the creek which is about 1.75 mi. I also bought some dumb bells and been working out 30 minutes a day. I figured since I have nothing else to do, I might as well get in better shape which will hopefully attract someone to me. hehe

Today I consumed my first raw egg. It wasn't bad. The manual said it suppose to taste like vanilla but it taste more like milk to me. Raw eggs are rich for protein and vitamins which is good after a workout. A raw egg also enhances you for a better mood, sleep and menstrual cycle.(I'm not a girl though, lol)

So yeah, it's what I have been doing in life these days and hopefully for the rest of the month.
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Last night [Aug. 3rd, 2008|01:52 am]
It was a good night with Corey. We watched Superbad here at my place and then went to Wal mart for a shopping spree. I haven't had fun in so long. I am glad we hung out. We are like Seth n Evan from Superbad. He even reminds me of Evan from Superbad so bad. heh. We both have the next 2 days off so it's likey we will get to hang out again.

Corey is probably the only good and probably closest friend I have down here considering we only hang out like 3-4 times a month which is okay with me. It's all worth it.
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1 month later [Aug. 1st, 2008|12:20 am]
It been a month since I've had my own place and for the most part I am having a blast living alone. Never have I felt so rested these days. The fact that I have digital cable and internet is good for me. These days I don't seem to be going out much esp to the bar. I've only went to the bar twice in July. It seems that I'd rather stay home and watch a good movie or 2 rather than going out to the bar which is good cause I have saved a ton of $$$.

The only problem I am having right now is a lack of friends. I haven't seen my buddy Corey much down here anymore and we will hang out once in a blue moon but not too often. I am starting to be lonely.

Today at work, my co worker got me good. Some mormons came in and my co worker asked if they had a book of mormon to which they replied, no why? to where to my co worker replied that guy(he points to me) wants one. I was like, wtf. They came back 5 minutes later and some guy gave me a book and some info. At first I was appalled but then I got thinking...

Despite my opinions on any religion, this could be a way to meet some friends. Mormons like to do group activities and seem to have fun and for the most part they are very friendly. Not that I would join or anything but I'd think it would be cool to have some mormon friends and hang out with them. I think I should take a gamble at life. I think I could have fun with these guys rather than being home alone with no friends. Who knows, my life's best friend could be a mormon. I don't really know about this though but it's just a thought....

I dont know..maybe I am finally going crazy....but I am tired of having no friends here and when I do make a friend, it ends up being the wrong type and are troublemakers....

All my past friends have seemed to moved on..and forgot about me for the moment, but oh well, who knows, down the road, we'll probably meet at another time.

I am full of mixed emotions right now..
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Today [Jul. 21st, 2008|12:43 pm]
[Current Mood |relievedrelieved]

So I walked over to the urologists office as nervous as can be. My palms were sweaty and I was just rummaging things through my mind too fast.

Anyway I saw Mrs. Danielle Garcia. She was very professional and informative with everything. She knowledged me on what I had and other statistics. She told me not to stress or be nervous cuz as long as I wasn't urinating blood or discharging I was a pretty healthy guy.

Apparently I have an infection in the epididymitis. She said that this infection usually happens once or twice in a man's life and it is normal.

I am relieved for the most part now and I spent way less $$$ than I expected without insurance.

She prescribed some anti boitics for me that should cure it in 10 days.
Though she said if the pain wasn't gone in 10 days to call her and we'd move to phase II if we had too.
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Tomorrow [Jul. 20th, 2008|03:41 pm]
[Current Mood |nervousnervous]

Tomorrow morning 1015am. I am nervous for my results. I think it may be a hernia or whatever its called. It's been a little more painful these days but I still go to work and do the due's without too much heavy lifting though.

Tonight I rest and maybe go to the theatre or do something to my mind off things. NO bar though.

My Fate [Jul. 16th, 2008|03:02 pm]
Well recently I have been feeling some pain in my groin area and I am not sure how it happened. I don't know if I pulled something or if something happened during my training I have been doing lately. Anyway, the pain steadily comes and goes and it recently got painful enough for a small twitch.

I figured it's time I get checked out. One urologist I called said they didn't have an opening till August 19. I was like, fuck that. I called another and they said they'd get me in with a nurse practioner on Monday at 10:15am. Since I don't have insurance, they said the visit and check alone is 250.00. Yeah seems like a lot but I have it and it's better to know what going on inside me than not.

I just hope it's nothing bad or where I will have to get surgery or something which in my luck will probably be.

This really sucks. I thought I was invincible to human pain but apparently not, for once.

All I know is to stay calm for now....until the truth comes out..

I am excited, no. I want Monday to be now, so I can be curious free.
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