| Pain-Follow me |
[Nov. 6th, 2008|02:30 am] |
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Featuring Anette Olzon of Nightwish
PAIN - Follow Me
oh, yeah Proposition 8, 2, and 102 passed. :| |
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| ewtrey |
[Sep. 26th, 2008|01:48 am] |
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A lot has happened. I got Andree's number. I cut my hair bald headed. I am still confused about myself. |
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| Infra Iridian |
[Sep. 8th, 2008|01:57 am] |
New Metal Project Infra Iridian has been launched. I am going to try and do big things with this project ie, reviews, website, forum, and radio station.
It's sure to keep me busy for a while, I will say. |
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| August |
[Aug. 6th, 2008|03:13 am] |
This month is no alcohol month and more work out month. So far everyday I have been getting up at 5am and running around the creek which is about 1.75 mi. I also bought some dumb bells and been working out 30 minutes a day. I figured since I have nothing else to do, I might as well get in better shape which will hopefully attract someone to me. hehe
Today I consumed my first raw egg. It wasn't bad. The manual said it suppose to taste like vanilla but it taste more like milk to me. Raw eggs are rich for protein and vitamins which is good after a workout. A raw egg also enhances you for a better mood, sleep and menstrual cycle.(I'm not a girl though, lol)
So yeah, it's what I have been doing in life these days and hopefully for the rest of the month. |
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| Last night |
[Aug. 3rd, 2008|01:52 am] |
It was a good night with Corey. We watched Superbad here at my place and then went to Wal mart for a shopping spree. I haven't had fun in so long. I am glad we hung out. We are like Seth n Evan from Superbad. He even reminds me of Evan from Superbad so bad. heh. We both have the next 2 days off so it's likey we will get to hang out again.
Corey is probably the only good and probably closest friend I have down here considering we only hang out like 3-4 times a month which is okay with me. It's all worth it. |
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| 1 month later |
[Aug. 1st, 2008|12:20 am] |
It been a month since I've had my own place and for the most part I am having a blast living alone. Never have I felt so rested these days. The fact that I have digital cable and internet is good for me. These days I don't seem to be going out much esp to the bar. I've only went to the bar twice in July. It seems that I'd rather stay home and watch a good movie or 2 rather than going out to the bar which is good cause I have saved a ton of $$$.
The only problem I am having right now is a lack of friends. I haven't seen my buddy Corey much down here anymore and we will hang out once in a blue moon but not too often. I am starting to be lonely.
Today at work, my co worker got me good. Some mormons came in and my co worker asked if they had a book of mormon to which they replied, no why? to where to my co worker replied that guy(he points to me) wants one. I was like, wtf. They came back 5 minutes later and some guy gave me a book and some info. At first I was appalled but then I got thinking...
Despite my opinions on any religion, this could be a way to meet some friends. Mormons like to do group activities and seem to have fun and for the most part they are very friendly. Not that I would join or anything but I'd think it would be cool to have some mormon friends and hang out with them. I think I should take a gamble at life. I think I could have fun with these guys rather than being home alone with no friends. Who knows, my life's best friend could be a mormon. I don't really know about this though but it's just a thought....
I dont know..maybe I am finally going crazy....but I am tired of having no friends here and when I do make a friend, it ends up being the wrong type and are troublemakers....
All my past friends have seemed to moved on..and forgot about me for the moment, but oh well, who knows, down the road, we'll probably meet at another time.
I am full of mixed emotions right now.. |
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| Today |
[Jul. 21st, 2008|12:43 pm] |
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So I walked over to the urologists office as nervous as can be. My palms were sweaty and I was just rummaging things through my mind too fast.
Anyway I saw Mrs. Danielle Garcia. She was very professional and informative with everything. She knowledged me on what I had and other statistics. She told me not to stress or be nervous cuz as long as I wasn't urinating blood or discharging I was a pretty healthy guy.
Apparently I have an infection in the epididymitis. She said that this infection usually happens once or twice in a man's life and it is normal.
I am relieved for the most part now and I spent way less $$$ than I expected without insurance.
She prescribed some anti boitics for me that should cure it in 10 days.
Though she said if the pain wasn't gone in 10 days to call her and we'd move to phase II if we had too. |
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| Tomorrow |
[Jul. 20th, 2008|03:41 pm] |
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Tomorrow morning 1015am. I am nervous for my results. I think it may be a hernia or whatever its called. It's been a little more painful these days but I still go to work and do the due's without too much heavy lifting though.
Tonight I rest and maybe go to the theatre or do something to my mind off things. NO bar though. |
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| My Fate |
[Jul. 16th, 2008|03:02 pm] |
Well recently I have been feeling some pain in my groin area and I am not sure how it happened. I don't know if I pulled something or if something happened during my training I have been doing lately. Anyway, the pain steadily comes and goes and it recently got painful enough for a small twitch.
I figured it's time I get checked out. One urologist I called said they didn't have an opening till August 19. I was like, fuck that. I called another and they said they'd get me in with a nurse practioner on Monday at 10:15am. Since I don't have insurance, they said the visit and check alone is 250.00. Yeah seems like a lot but I have it and it's better to know what going on inside me than not.
I just hope it's nothing bad or where I will have to get surgery or something which in my luck will probably be.
This really sucks. I thought I was invincible to human pain but apparently not, for once.
All I know is to stay calm for now....until the truth comes out..
I am excited, no. I want Monday to be now, so I can be curious free. |
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| Parents |
[Jul. 5th, 2008|05:02 pm] |
Well my parents are back together. They seperated on Xmas day for whatever reasons. I will say I went to a hard period of time when this came about. I was showing up late to work and drinking obsessively and I didn't care. It really hit me hard.
After a while I got used to talking to them on separate occasions though I never took sides.
Today, I got call from both of them telling me they got back together and how things are back to normal and what not. I couldn't believe it. It was nice to hear them laughing together.
According to my sister they got back together cause of me. I think they knew I was suffering or something.
Yeah in a way I am glad. They are both happy now. I guess they just needed time from each other. I just hope it doesn't happen again. They were together for 27 yrs before seperation and never married.
Seems like good things are coming first my new place, then my parents and I hope work is next. I should of been Asst. already but I can't be Asst. if I work nights and the reason being my boss has no one else to put on nights. I should of been trained already for Asst and stuff but people just keep messing up and I have to cover for them, which slows down my training process.
bah. anyway. later |
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| New Place |
[Jul. 4th, 2008|11:53 pm] |
Enjoying every single moment of my new place even if alone. I feel so relaxed and free. I am glad I made this decision. My ex roomy gave me some furniture cuz he said the storage couldnt fit it all and it would help him out if I took some, so I took a small round table and small tv table.
Next thing is to hook up digital cable and hi speed internet and I'll be set.
Oh wait, I am already set. :> |
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| Ready to move |
[Jun. 29th, 2008|05:16 pm] |
I am and this is my last post in this house. I'd like to say I will miss the memories here when Daniel Pecker came to visit me for a week back in Nov 2007. Other than that, I am ready to go and do my own thing again.
It's currently 90 degrees in this house. yuck. I can barely nap and when I do, I sweat. Damn a/c wars, though in less than 24 hours, I will be victorius. haha
This also might be my last post for a while unless for some magick reason I get a free wifi connection the day I move in.
short and sweet.
well, farewell for now. I'll be back someday. |
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| 4 last days.. |
[Jun. 26th, 2008|06:47 pm] |
Pretty much all packed. 4 more days! hehe
My buddy Corey is also going to help me but it's not like I have a zillion things. I got about 5 medium boxes. The biggest thing I own is the futon, luckily Corey has a truck.
Hurry Monday. I am ready to go.
Though I am not sure if I'll have the net soon when I move into my new place, so I might just be gone for too long...
we shall see... |
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| another update |
[Jun. 14th, 2008|08:10 am] |
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new space again but this time personal and drama free- /383909907
Boss called me into office today and offered me an Asst. Manager position. He said I was the most qualified and said he could use some help around the store and even since the owner will be on vacation for 2 months starting next week. He says that it would be stressful to run everything by himself. I told him I wasn't sure. I told him if anything I've always wanted a manager type position but I don't know if I am ready. He told me to think about it and he said it was ok, if I declined.
Pros of Management
-experience
-higher power
-own days off
-morning shift forever
-another raise
Cons
-paperwork lol
-Responsibility
-It could be stressful
If anything I think I might consider it. He also told me that I got another raise and if I were to step up, I'd get another. Damn, I never thought this would happen where I would become a higher power and what not. I'm sure the experience alone would get me into other jobs if I ever did apply anywhere else in the future.
I guess we'll see what happens.
Almost end of the month. I am prepared to move. Got boxes from work and packing!
oh been watching the QAF series online and it's pretty decent in a strange scene way. Nice storylines for the most part.
ok all for now! |
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| order404 |
[Jun. 11th, 2008|06:49 am] |
Well started working mornings at work again. See how long the current graveyard guy lasts before going back on. I really do enjoy working mornings with the boss and another co worker.
Boss said I might be getting another raise if I learned how to order hence I got trained how to order yesterday. It's easier than I thought.
19 days left before I get my own place. |
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| Approved |
[May. 27th, 2008|09:40 pm] |
Got a call today and have been approved to move in my new apartment on June 30. Finally, about a month left with current roomate and that's it.
I can't wait to move into my new place. Peace at last. |
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| Emerald |
[May. 25th, 2008|05:19 pm] |
Went on an Apartment hunt and found these cool apartments which I think have a good deal. I also took a tour and looked at the rooms. They weren't bad at all. Anyways applied for a studio apartment for July, yep, so it means 1 more month with my roomy and then I'm off alone. woot. Payed application fees, security deposits, signed paperwork. I should get the official word on Tues to see if I qualify and that shouldn't be a concern. I already picked my apt number and what not.
here some of the features:
Utilities included in rent
block construction for quiet environment
huge walk in closets
all electric kitchens
studio comes with a bed you can pull down from the wall
2 pools and spa
club house with sauna and pool table
library
24 hour laundry facilities
199.00 move in
50% off first months rent if signed on a 6 month lease which I did.
I also get a free $50 gas card when I move in.
Rent will be 535.00 monthly after my 199.00 move in special.
Cant beat that deal. |
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| Andree's Birthday Bash |
[May. 21st, 2008|01:31 pm] |
Yep yesterday was Andree's birthday and the bar through her a party. She is now 26, my age. Anyway there were 25 cent drinks of draft or wells from 7-8pm. Had so much fun. Also the birthday girl arrived late. The manager of the bar Lacey went to her house to get her. She finally arrived and well they all sat with me. We had our own table. It was good seeing Andree. I hadn't seen her in like 2 weeks because I haven't been going to the bar and all.
Everyone sang her Happy Birthday with her cake and then Lacey got a handful of frosting and smushed it all over Andree's face. It was hilarious. She was running around to get her back.
The rest of the night we continued drinking and got to know each other which was pretty cool.
I also met some cool guys at the bar that I talked to but I'm sure I'll never see them again. hehe
Had a good time for once with all bar friends and workers which in reality show would be the bar season finale episode for me. hehe
In other news, I am working days and mornings at work now. Despite it's a little more work than graveyards, I actually kind of have a life rather than sleeping all day. Manager also told me that he's gonna teach me how to order. I guess I am moving up. heh
I also got approached by a black metal band vocalist at work. I asked him if he was in a band due to his band shirt and he said yeah, and that they are looking for a keyboardist. Of course I happen to be a keyboardist so I told him and he said that they would like to try me out, however I need to come up with some dark samples to prove myself worthy.
I'll start on some samples soon despite I have samples with the Vedland, but I want these samples to be darker and evil more than slow and gothic-ish.
All for now. |
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